Denied

Denied

I was pretty excited last night. A video shoot/session was on the calendar. I expected to be denied. I just wasn’t sure how denied I would end up being. Or realize how that denial would make me feel.

It was the first time I was going to meet a new domme. The shoot had been set up and I knew Goddess Nadia had talked with her to arrange the details.

As normal, I scheduled a hotel room where we could stay. The day of the shoot I woke early, did my chores and then began preparations. You never want to go to a session less than spotless.

Waiting for denial

I am surprised when I hear a Goddess talk about other “slaves.” That word is in quotes because they are more clients with submission fantasies. Some of them don’t bother to shower, shave or even brush their teeth beforehand.

So I take care to brush, floss and use mouthwash. Shave my face. Trim any hairs on my chest. (There are a few – usually long ass almost clear ones growing around my nipples.)

Then I shave around the chastity cage as best I can. I use a Manscape Lawnmower. After that I use a razor to catch as much stubble as I can.

I loaded the van with my camera gear, lighting and toy case, then left for the two hour drive to the hotel. My job is to arrive early, set up the cameras and lights, and patiently wait on my Goddess of the Day.

I looked at my phone when I pulled into the hotel. The Goddess had texted me saying she would be late. That isn’t uncommon, so I checked in and went about my tasks.

After setting up and figuring out some new camera angles to catch this session on video, I stripped, rinsed off and started to wait. And wait. And wait. And wait.

I grew more excited by the minute. I hadn’t been teased in over two weeks. I don’t mind chastity, but I hate celibacy. After two more hours I received a text.

She wasn’t coming. She decided to go out with her boyfriend instead.

That is the ultimate denial. I was so looking forward to at least feeling frustration while she teased. Now I would get nothing. Except the frustration and feeling of despair by being ignored.

All that time, wasted. I could have been editing videos. Or working on social media. Or even this blog. But no. I was out time and money. And that was all I deserved. Knowing that doesn’t make life any easier though.

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Chastity Cage Tease By Krystal Ka$h

Chastity Cage Tease By Krystal Ka$h

I’m a whore. If Nadia tells me to drive across the U.S. for a chastity cage tease, I’m already in the car. I absolutely love the frustration of being teased in my chastity cage.

The fact that this cage tease was going to be handled by the beautiful Krystal Ka$h was a major plus.

I am a sucker for blue-eyed blondes. One of the first Playboy’s I ever jerked off to featured a short blue-eyed blonde with big tits. I loved that woman and now I can’t even remember her name.

It is a good thing I got in a lot of play time when I was younger, because I seldom get to touch my cock anymore. I had been locked up since before Christmas and this was my first shoot since then. I was horny as hell and hoping that Goddess Krystal would take pity on me. Even a ruined orgasm would be welcome at this point.

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So I drove to New York City. Traffic in New Jersey sucked. No matter what time of day I hit the NJ Turnpike I get stuck in traffic. I mean, seriously, you can only go forward or take an exit. Why can’t people figure out how to drive?

I hate the city, especially when you have to drive in. I find it confusing and parking can be a pain. Of course, I was going to be staying in a hotel which had valet parking. So parking wasn’t going to be an issue.

The timing was pretty close. I was late to arrive and by the time I got the cameras up, Goddess Krystal was at the door. We talked for awhile and she told me this was new for her. By this, she meant the chastity cage tease.

She had been doing porn for almost a year. This was the first time she ever took a dominate role in front of the camera. Goddess Krystal told me she dominated some people off camera, but this would be different. We agreed to take things slowly so she could feel comfortable.

Although she was not much at talking during the clips, she excelled at turning me on. I have the feeling she is going to become a very popular domme! (And you can say you saw her here first!)

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Once the shooting was complete, Goddess left and I packed up silently in the aftermath. As soon as I hit the bed I was out like a light. Morning would come pretty early. I had to drive back to Maryland for a shoot with Chloe Kreams the next evening. As usual, a long period of chastity gets followed by some back to back shoots. Then when my body is expecting some excitement, everything stops and I am chaste again.

Watch Clips4Sale for Goddess Krystal’s clips which should start releasing in February!

Thank You

Thank You

As we close out 2019, I want to give a huge thank you to all of the keyholders I’ve worked with in the past year. 27 beautiful ladies to be exact. Sometimes they have left me locked and driven me mad. Other times they have tormented my body to create pain for their own enjoyment. Once and a great while, a few of them have granted me pleasures that some feel a chastity sub should never receive.

The one thing I have learned in my chastity training is, the woman who holds the key will ultimately decide what she wants to do. It is my job to let her enjoy herself.

I also want to offer a huge thank you to the fans who purchase our clips. Your purchases help support our future by keeping my goddesses happy. As long as they are happy, they will create more content to share. We could not do this without you. So Thank You!!! 

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And my best wishes to all of you searching for a keyholder of your own. I hope you find the woman (or man) of your dreams in 2020. 

Busy Editing Fetish Clips

Busy Editing Fetish Clips

Today I’ve been editing fetish clips. I’ve got a ton of raw footage shot since August and so much to do. They say it takes an hour to edit one minute of video. I’m not sure it takes me that long, but I do know that it is time consuming. Most of my day has gone into a couple of clips.

Since I’m sure you don’t want to hear me talk about editing, how about I share some screen captures from upcoming clips:

above: Goddess Valora from two fetish clips coming soon to TinyChaste.com
Below, a pic of Ayla Aysel from today’s edit session.

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