Chastity Diary

Chastity Diary

“I want you to buy a chastity diary. A girly, sissy chastity diary. And I want you to write every kinky thought you have each day.”

That was the command, and a couple of days ago, it arrived. Thank you Amazon!

Now whenever I watch porn (usually our own as I edit the clips,) read erotic fiction, or have any kind of weird sexual thought – even if not so weird, I write it down in my pretty unicorn diary of chastity thoughts and depravity.

Wow am I depraved.

Since we are still on lock down for COVID19, I have to read the diary to Goddess every couple of days. She takes notes and asks questions.

Some of the stuff is humiliating. The kind of stuff sexual fantasies are made of. I don’t want any of this to happen in real life. Or do I?

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There is a difference between real life and sexual fantasy. When you are horny as hell, you may not believe it. But there is. Deep down you know that.

I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve fantasized about permanent chastity. Then after a month I am begging to cum. Or a raw spot will develop and the cage needs to come off or switched for another model with a different fit.

So as much as the concept of eternal orgasm denial is exciting, it isn’t something I could live with.

Luckily my keyholders know that. They also know it pushes my buttons, so they use the words to excite and scare me.

male chastity diary entrySo when I read a story on Literotica about a man in chastity, turned into a cuckold and forced to suck the bull’s cock, I strain in my cage.

That doesn’t mean I want that. Only that the idea excites me on some level. A fantasy level. An area we seldom have ventured to and never on camera.

“2020 will be about pushing some of your limits,” she tells me.

The year has started off bad, and it looks like the roller coaster ride hasn’t even started yet.

If you haven’t started a chastity diary, I highly recommend you do. It becomes a great place to store all your crazy thoughts, desires and concerns. This makes it easier to talk with your key holder or superior and not forget any important details.

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ChastiKey Key Holding App

ChastiKey Key Holding App

Today I start a two part post, this first is to introduce you to the ChastiKey key holding app for your smart phone.

In the post Chastity Lockdown for Everyone, I talked about my COVID-19 lockdown. No play, total isolation.

I am locked in my full male chastity belt, which I have grown to love. (And hate.) I gave a male chastity belt review on the blog, and will update my experience in these articles. I have had some serious time locked away, so this should help others considering one.

Between shoots I am usually locked away in the chastity belt. Not always, but my free days are few. Since I enjoy the frustration of being in male chastity, that makes my life easier. Sometimes.

It isn’t chastity though until you want out and aren’t released. It pushes your boundaries. Chastity surpasses your comfort zone. This isn’t supposed to be easy on the male. It is a submission of the most intimate kind. Even if you don’t have an intimate relationship with your key holder.

I shot with Goddess Cassandra Cain very early this month. We did almost two hours of boudoir shooting. Her body has amazing curves, her skin glows and she is so beautiful. After an hour and a half of shooting, to say I was horny would be an understatement.

We finished the session with a cock tease video. She ruined my orgasm, and I went straight into my chastity belt. I had a couple of boudoir photography shoots following that, but no more play.

Then COVID19 hit and canceled my video shoots.

I got permission to try an app keyholder called ChastiKey. The app is available for iPhone and is a timed card game. You have the option of selecting the parameters of the game, or others offer “locks” that they can control.

Your with keys locked in a combination lock box, the app confuses you so you forget the number. It works too. I have no idea what number was dialed in. My emergency keys are unavailable now.

(You can buy your release, which is an option you can set at the start.)

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Shit – I forgot about the double up cards – just got this.

To get released you must select cards at timed intervals. Red cards will make you wait until the next interval to try again. (My current interval is every six hours, but you can go less or more.)

 

There are yellow cards which add one or two red cards. There are also yellow cards which will remove red cards. There is the dreaded freeze card which keeps you from selecting a card for 12 to 24 hours, extending your lock. There are lock reset cards which will restart the entire process, minus that reset card.

Then there are the green key cards. You can select an option that allows you to unlock if you find one, or you could have to find several. There is nothing worse than being one card away from release and selecting a reset card.

The app also has “bots” which will control your lock. The bots will add or subtract cards at random. You have no control over that, so it is like having a keyholder.

The app has a discussion group on Discord, and you can find real key holders there. Make sure to ask before you try one of their locks though. They are people and only have a limited amount of time to deal with horny males. (Or females.) If you piss them off, you may find yourself locked longer than you want. Or banned from their locks.

I created my own lock, setting the parameters and the app told me the likely scenario would be 6 days. It also gave me a short estimate of 18 hours and a long estimate of 9 days.

I am on Day 10. I’ll tell you more about that next time.

No Erections Zone

No Erections Zone

Training for no erections isn’t easy. Since I went through puberty I’ve had trouble controlling my little monster. Flash forward to now and I still have trouble.

Sometimes it feels like he is broken from all the time spent locked in a chastity cage. Other times he is raring to go at full mast if a Goddess will set him free.

I have been given Viagra to achieve an erection with no intention of being used.

One of my worst nightmares was The Most Freaking Painful Blowjob Ever Recorded. I was put in the Kali’s Teeth Bracelet after a Viagra and Goddess Anastasia gave me a blowjob. Usually the spikes press into my dick causing it to deflate. Not so when you take a Viagra ahead of time.

She later said she got so wet watching the pain on my face. And she was always my nice, sweet Goddess!

Back to the No Erections Zone:

Today we released Pesky Boners on Clips4Sale. (Don’t worry, it will release soon on both ManyVids and I Want Clips if they are your clipstores of choice.)

Goddess Dacey Harlot is as hot as they come. She is so damn sexy and confident. And she has decided that I am no longer allowed to have an erection.

No Erections by order of Dacey Harlot

In this clip I am again placed in the Kali’s Teeth Bracelet. Dacey intended to teach me to associate boners with pain. I don’t need to get erect. After all, the only thing my dick will be used for is to pee.

(And for the Goddesses to torture.)

I happen to be a slow learner though. Even though I start limp with the spikes barely touching my shaft, it gets much worse. Goddess Dacey places her perfect feet in my face and rubs them over my mask. Then they stray lower, offering me a quick footjob, or at least, as much as a small dick locked in the bracelet can have.

I’ve always been a fan of handjob clips. I sometimes think I like handjobs more than fucking. (If you can call a two pump finish fucking, which you can’t.)

Goddess knows how much I crave the feel of her hands on me. She started playing with my penis and it erected fast. Of course, the spikes caused pain. And that is what she wanted. Boners mean pain. I have to learn that.

My fear is it will take a lot of time. But I know that Goddess is serious about this. After recording this clip she made me stay in the bracelet for a few hours.

I have a love/hate relationship with that device. And I believe it will teach me to have no erections.

No Erections Zone

No Erections Zone

Training for no erections isn’t easy. Since I went through puberty I’ve had trouble controlling my little monster. Flash forward to now and I still have trouble.

Sometimes it feels like he is broken from all the time spent locked in a chastity cage. Other times he is raring to go at full mast if a Goddess will set him free.

I have been given Viagra to achieve an erection with no intention of being used.

One of my worst nightmares was The Most Freaking Painful Blowjob Ever Recorded. I was put in the Kali’s Teeth Bracelet after a Viagra and Goddess Anastasia gave me a blowjob. Usually the spikes press into my dick causing it to deflate. Not so when you take a Viagra ahead of time.

She later said she got so wet watching the pain on my face. And she was always my nice, sweet Goddess!

Back to the No Erections Zone:

Today we released Pesky Boners on Clips4Sale. (Don’t worry, it will release soon on both ManyVids and I Want Clips if they are your clipstores of choice.)

Goddess Dacey Harlot is as hot as they come. She is so damn sexy and confident. And she has decided that I am no longer allowed to have an erection.

No Erections by order of Dacey Harlot

In this clip I am again placed in the Kali’s Teeth Bracelet. Dacey intended to teach me to associate boners with pain. I don’t need to get erect. After all, the only thing my dick will be used for is to pee.

(And for the Goddesses to torture.)

I happen to be a slow learner though. Even though I start limp with the spikes barely touching my shaft, it gets much worse. Goddess Dacey places her perfect feet in my face and rubs them over my mask. Then they stray lower, offering me a quick footjob, or at least, as much as a small dick locked in the bracelet can have.

I’ve always been a fan of handjob clips. I sometimes think I like handjobs more than fucking. (If you can call a two pump finish fucking, which you can’t.)

Goddess knows how much I crave the feel of her hands on me. She started playing with my penis and it erected fast. Of course, the spikes caused pain. And that is what she wanted. Boners mean pain. I have to learn that.

My fear is it will take a lot of time. But I know that Goddess is serious about this. After recording this clip she made me stay in the bracelet for a few hours.

I have a love/hate relationship with that device. And I believe it will teach me to have no erections.

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